The wall impossible to "pass"
Opinion of Jerzy Kukuczka about partnership in the mountains

Czeka nas Hidden Peak, a dokładniej jego południowo-zachodnia ściana. Nie ma już Szwajcarów. Jesteśmy sami. W dodatku zaczyna się psuć pogoda. Sypie. Sypie dzień, dwa... Codziennie rano wstajemy, wychodzimy ze swoich namiotów, patrzymy w niebo, a tu sypie. Nic nie widać. Wali śniegiem. Najtrudniejsze są godziny między posiłkami. Każdy z nas zamyka się w swoim namiocie. Wyczytujemy do ostatniego słowa wszystkie książki, każdy strzęp starej gazety. Instrukcję z płachty namiotu znamy na pamięć, Wojtek wkuwa słówka francuskie, ja angielskie. Kiedy wreszcie będzie kolacja? Mijają dwa tygodnie. Sypie... W pewnym momencie partner zaczyna przeszkadzać. Choćbym nie wiem jak dobrze z nim żył, w tej pustelni potrzebuję samotności. Więc wkładam kurtkę i idę. Byle gdzie, jakieś dwa kilometry. Przed siebie. Chcę być sam. Absolutnie sam. Bezczynność i oczekiwanie powodują, że czuję, jak siada we mnie psycha. Zaczynam dopuszczać do siebie myśl, że trzeba będzie wracać. Że nie ma szans. Przecież nie możemy nawet ruszyć palcem.

On the 19th of July, totally without warning, the sun came out. Wojtek and I wordlessly admired the wealth of sun-drenched summits around us. After a time the eyes focussed on one area — the cwm at the base of the south-west face, its flanks swollen with snow. In that second we noticed an avalanche breaking loose from below the crest of the cwm and pouring down into the basin below. I had never seen such an enormous avalanche before. Neither of us uttered a word. We stood there, at first petrified and awed, but after a bit of time also much relieved that what could have caught us in its lethal descent, was already over and spread across the entire basin.

The last night before setting out for a summit attempt is always uneasy. One rarely manages to turn in before midnight and is too nervous to fall asleep at once. You have to leave camp long before the sunrise. We set out for our assault on Hidden Peak at two o’clock in the morning. The deadly cwm with its menacing avalanches was crossed at a near run, so desperate were we to clear its ever threatening dangers. The climb started with steep snowfields that turned into ice-fields several hundred metres higher up. ‘Bloody hell!’ I could hear him cursing. ‘No place to put another peg in.’ I watched him fighting, trying over and over again, but hardly moving upwards. For the following four hours we were cutting ice to make a ledge for the tent. It was big enough to allow us to crawl inside the tent but a part of it still hung over a drop of several hundred metres.

We made up our minds to set out the following day for our summit attempt. The tactical problem that needed resolving beforehand was no less complicated. We were expecting porters to arrive this very day and it was necessary to let them know that we were high up in the mountains and they must wait for us. The problem was how to inform them about our whereabouts without wasting any of this brilliant weather. Writing a letter seemed out of question since we knew that most of them were in fact illiterate, and if not, what they could read would be in Urdu — totally beyond our ken. After much deliberation we decided to draw a picture letter, on a big piece of cardboard. A store of food for the porters was put into invitingly open drums, prominently placed. We hesitated over what to do with all our documents and money and resolved simply to carefully wrap it up and bury it under stones some two hundred metres from the camp. It was obvious to us that we were still running a risk of returning to a Base Camp swept clean of all our possessions, including tents and equipment, but these would just be material losses worth risking, whilst the ascent of our mountain was what mattered. We were there because of the mountain after all.

Next morning it was my turn to lead. At long last I freed a hairline fissure, into which I managed to bang the thinnest of my pegs. Feeling comforted by this more-imagined-than-real belay, I ventured a few rather risky moves that took me up to easier ground. That day we bivouacked at some 7,200 metres. No sooner had we gained height, than our bold plan was thwarted — the route variant we’d followed was barred by a rock barrier insurmountable at this altitude. We had to turn back, but were determined to give it another try at another place. But which way?

Wojtek had lost one crampon In mixed terrain with plenty of ice, such as the one we were in, one couldn’t pretend to be a stork and use only one leg. I couldn’t give up so easily, not after twenty days of that terrible waiting for better weather, not when we were so close to the top. To retreat now?

‘How about this: I’ll be leading, and cutting steps in the ice where necessary, and you’ll follow somehow in my footsteps…’

Wojtek took up my vein of thinking, as if my arguments were acceptable to him. We were gaining height, one hundred, two hundred metres. There, caught in soft snow, lay Wojtek’s crampon. Finding a needle in a haystack would be child’s play compared to this!

8068 m.a.s.l
July 23, 1983
This serendipitous discovery cheered us up for the rest of the climb, which had no further technical difficulties in store for us. We reached the summit satisfied that we had just put up a new line on a face previously deemed impossible! My chief recollection of the summit was that the weather was so perfect, we stayed on top for nearly an hour. We felt so fit and well-acclimatised that we could easily afford to stay up for a long time, savouring the moment. I took plenty of very good photographs but most of the time we were just sitting there, admiring the panorama, resting and sharing impressions from the climb. Nothing disturbed our contemplative mood. It just felt good to be on the summit of Broad Peak and we basked in it. From one vantage point we were able to spot out tents, so our worst fears were eased, and on coming closer we could see people pottering around... our porters. Phew!


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